Saturday, April 01, 2006

My Rotting Self...


As i approach the 11th of this month, which is my 30th birthday, Many things come into my mind...Will i be successfull doin my project DSX? Will i meet that certain someone? Will i be able to live financially comfortable? Will i have kids? All that stuff swirls in my head everyday.
I have friends and family that are very supportive of what i'm trying to accomplish with my project. Thing is, it seems some of them say they are supportive but dont understand what i'm trying to do. Recently i have been getting nagged to stop "Rotting Away." Rotting away? what does that mean? Is it because i dont hang as much? Is it because i'm workin hard trying to make a life long dream come true?
I have worked Really Really Hard on DSX. Months of drawing, preperation, hustling, everything i need to do to get this going. I spent 4 months not living with a steady paycheck to do this, and what little money i did have, i put into my project. People need to understand that there is no progress without struggle. Do ppl think i like not having money, not being able to hang out, or even connect with someone of the opposite sex? Of coarse i do, but i also have an obligation to myself to reach i goal that i set out for. All the other things will come in due time.
So in conclusion, I know i'm young, but i'm not that young. I know that life is creepin up on me. I know that if i dont do what i need to do i will look back on my life and say i should've this or should've that. Which is why i HAVE TO FINISH DSX. I get it ppl. I know what i need to do. Now stop nagging me...

2 comments:

Afua Richardson said...

you keep on keepin on. keep on preachin- keep on fighting and i'll be here as best i can man! don't give up don't let them tell you you cant! all those things will fal into place. i'm so proud of you.

gkaiou said...

"You gotta believe!" Parappa the Rapper.
It think the "rotten away" thing is your bitter nature. Join me in the Bitter Billionaire boyz club haha. Man, nothing in adult life is easy. Get out your dreams. Just keep pushing hard. Afua and I are in your corner.

I mean you could be Rob Liefield.