Wednesday, April 26, 2006

My "Beautiful" Love Song...

When i was with my Ex, she made me hear a song called "Beautiful" by BlackStar (Mos Def and Talib Kwali) and Mary J. Blige. It was probably the best Rap love song i ever heard hands down. Just to quote..."You know what, they say that beauty's in the eye of the beholder/So I use my third, and now I love the silent like a boulder/Want to be with you as I get older And that's my word, sure as I stand on my ancestors' shoulders..."
THAT IS DEEP!!! I love this song because its what i would like to feel about the person that i would find and fall in love with. When that will happen...i have know idea. I actrually kinda gave up on finding that one tru love. I dont want to sound bleek but things dont ever go my way in that department. I'm either too nice, or just a good friend. What i hate is how women tell me that i am a nice guy and that i'm handsome and i will find that someone. Now lemme break that down...if i was all that, why have i been single for almost 2 years. Not to mention every girl i have liked or asked out has told me the same thing. ok maybe i should chance my game, be a flaming asshole and most women i see like to throw themselves at. I cant do that, its not who i am. So i say fuck it. If they want the drama and the heartache, i'm not that kinda guy to give it to em. I'm Hopless Romantic and a "nice" guy that shows shivelry and manners...and if that means that i stay single cause of be it, i'm proud of who i am. yea it will be lonley, but you know what...i'm content with who i am. Peace and Blessings yall!! ^_^


AirPowah! said...

Regardless of what these gals say about your looks & your personality, the message is pretty obvious that they're just not interested in you romantically. So, if you don't mind my asking, what do you think is the problem?

Ock_11 said...

thats the same reason why my girl broke up with me, oh well their are alot more girls in the world

Ock_11 said...

"..The breath for my life, my sister and ,my lover/Used to have cold feet, now you the one under my covers/I ignore your aura but it grabbed me by the hand/ Like the moon pulled the tide and the tide pulled the sand.."

thats hot sick lyricists right there

Malaki said...

Chuck, Chuck. Chuck....

I regret losing touch with you man. Them long talks did you as much good as they did me. Well lets take it back like we were still 17.

"Why they do or do not like you matter for nothing bro. Why you do or do not love yourself is all that matters man.".

In other words, f*ck it. Yeah it may hurt but do you really want a woman who passes on a good man?


You can have any one of my long list of evil Ex' about Breed? Lea?